OK, so

 OK, so

Sometimes it feels too much

When I have a quiet moment it's filled like a roller coaster


I'm not used to that


I want my head under the surface

Where it's dull

All I can hear is my heart

I can feel the beats ripple

And sounds muffle


But I also can't get shit out of my head

I have a dam that I need to empty

One quiet moment at a time

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